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Name: Alice
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: 
KEITA!!! ^-^, RYOHEI, RYUICHI, trying *new* things, *cooking*, traveling around the world, sketching, flowers, sing K, reading, photography, Kinokuniya Bookstore, talking to people, Bible study, going on adventures, buying *Sanrio* stuff, shopping, Non-no & Seventeen magazine, *movies & music*!, *PC & PS2* games, *daydreaming*, J-pop... ahhhh... anything related with JAPAN!!!
 (please... don't steal!!!)
Expertise: umm... I rather have you find it out yourself... so useless if I tell you
Occupation: Student
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/9/2005
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| I spent $415 stupid dollars on an airline ticket.
My sister is so whiny about her wedding and the transportation.
I hope that in the future, I won't end up being the "I-will-do-anything-for-you" person in a relationship.
Man, I feel hopeless in my job hunting... no luck! I really want to go to Japan with Jean & Teresa! I might tell my parents that I'm not coming back home... in order to have some $$$ for my trip to Japan.
I'm feeling a bit... upset. | | |
| ... I realized that he's not for me.
I should hit the "erase" button in my head and sing some w-inds. songs. Don't worry, I'm not sad or depressed! It was just a crush. I might feel awkward seeing or talking to him, but those feelings have to go. Let me get to know him better before thinking about being more than just friends. It's hard for me to read his mind through his actions. | | |
| Ehhhhh... I don't know how to start this post...
I apologize for not updating my Xanga. I've been pretty busy at school. I'm taking an art history class on evenings... from 8 - 10 PM. *grrrrr* Oh well, at least the teacher is nice. (^__^) I'm also taking an environmental science lecture + lab/field trip. This class rocks! The teacher and staff are super friendly and there isn't much homework. All the work is done during class time. The field trips are fun... we get to see so many animals (mostly birds and deer).
As a matter of fact, it was in this class where I met... ehhhh, my crush. I know you want to know all the juicy details Jean, but I won't mention his name in my Xanga. Who knows... maybe he'll find my page and end up reading this! I would feel so embarassed!
In just a short period of two months, I got to talk to him a lot. Right now, all the girls in my team think that he likes me and wants to date me. But I'm so confused... I don't think that he likes me. In my opinion, he only wants to get to know me better and be friends with me. I do think and feel that sometimes he gives me some hints during class/lab time... but then he hasn't asked me out for a date. This is getting very confusing  and I've been praying about this. However, the more I pray, the more weirder it gets.
Ok, he gave some really nice compliments about me (I'm sweet, cute, he admires my honesty and politeness, he likes my cooking). One time, I nearly walked into poison oak... he grabbed my sleeve and pulled me away. He gives me a ride back home after lab. On valentine's day, I made a card to thank him for the rides and talks... and he gave me a hug after lab. Later, the girls in my team told me that he said to them: "(ME) is a really cute and sweet girl. My heart was like an ice cube and she melted it. That's the sweetest thing that a girl has ever done for me." I really don't believe them! He told me about his ex gf. I'm sure that she did sweet things for him. Otherwise, he wouldn't be so sad whenever he remembers her, right? Another weird thing is that sometimes he says that I remind him of his sister. What the heck does this mean?! 
Aiya... my head hurts from this! I really don't like having a crush...  | | |
| Ohhh noo! 
... I overslept on Thursday and missed my Japanese class.  I had four classes the previous day, from 9 AM - 10 PM. No wonder why I didn't hear my alarm clock! So I walked to my next class, which was environmental science. I arrived 15 min. early and tried to finish my homework.
... and guess who arrives early too?
HIM!  Uwaaaa~ As I was trying to concentrate on my homework... I noticed that my hand was trembling!  Alice, you baka! I kept looking at my homework, until...
Him: "Hi Alice."
I froze...
Me: "Oh... hi (his name)!"
We talked for a while. I think I blushed a lot! (hope he didn't notice!) Gaaaaah~ why am I having these feelings towards him? Both of us found out that we took the same art classes... I hope this is just coincidence. Ok, here comes a weird thing... I noticed that he has a small tattoo around his wrist. Oh no, Alice is into guys with tattoos... oh no! I'd like to tell you all the things that I know about him, but if he ever finds this blog and reads this entry... I'll be horrified!
Why!? Why do I blush a lot and feel very shy when I'm around this guy? Aiyaaaa~ | | |
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And the weather has been yucky lately. Rain all the time.
